Monday, February 20, 2017

THE IMAGINATION THAT NEVER WAS

Thought rekindle
It remain me and me alone of my ex
She cheated me, what followed only she knows
This feeling remind me of my later sister
We used to play together in the sun and rain
The bond so strong it affected me and her
Often than not I could talk to myself loudly
Really, is this happening?

Time heal all wounds
Others would reside to sleep as way to speed healing
Others like my dad and mum were granted night of activities
After twelve months I was happy again and elated young boy too
The bundles of new born baby were unleashed  
I knew there was someone to play together
The same feeling I experience when dated another new chick
The same I felt when playing with new sister

The same old diseases inflicted hurt and pain to my sister
This time unleash her cruel jaws and gnash my small sister
Denying joy and happiness to me
Asking many questions to myself  
Once announcement was broad it was clear that we shall meet again
The double pain because new chick had given me sign that is not happy
My mum and dad were quite not fine, but had to bear to hear all that


Now I had two ex babe on betting list which all never materializes
I PRAY the Lord to give patience and humility
To preserve this situation never to happen again
Never imagine of it come across again
I beg of you Lord this situation should never come again
I pray for all my axes never to remind me again
Never the near future imagine of me again
I can’t handle the pain  

I admit am fragile, am not strong